Confession

I have family and friends in prison the first thing I’ll tell them don’t expect for me to write. I might send you cards on your birthdays and holidays. If I can get away to see you I’ll come most of the time I can’t get a ride. I’ll tell them to call me sometimes I will say you shouldn’t went to jail in the first place. A lot of people don’t feel the same way as I do. A few people who I’ve talk to they can’t talk to their child or friend because they were killed or sick and passed away. Everyone should be happy they’re family or friends in jail you know where they at and being safe. Take every advantage  that we can cherish every moment in life. Once your child is gone you can’t bring them back it doesn’t matter how much pray and how hard you cry. My friend always say to me she wouldn’t wish Dead On anyone her son was killed at the age of 19 she wishes he was jail to say hi, I miss you, I love you to hear him say it back.😢😢😢 — feeling down.

Psalm 91 nkjv

91) Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.  2)  I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." 3)  Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.  4)  He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.  5)  You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, 6)  nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.  7)  A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. 8)  You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9)  If you say, "The Lord is my refuge," and you make the Most High your dwelling, 10)  no harm will overtake you, no disaster will come near your tent. 11)  For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; 12)  they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. 13)  You will tread on the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent. 14)  "Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. 15)  He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. 16)  With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation."

Philippians 4:13 nkjv

13: I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me.

Be careful

How do you want to live your life? Do you want to go right, left or straight? You cannot choose up or down that's HEAVEN and HELL. Choose wisely be careful what you ask for. You can only pick one.

My Story

Good morning, everyone you might think I'm crazy for everything what I'm about say. Ok here it goes. I know I'm not crazy I am telling myself this apart of life. I have wonderful parents that loves me to the best abilities they could. My mother as always made me feel confident about being disabled. My bilingual father I really didn't get to know him until I got older. And my stepfather Tommy Arnez he thought me everything I know my mother thought me as well. Me and my stepfather grew farther apart as I got older.

I don't know why it happened the way it did. I have a brother Sharell Hoard that will do anything he can for me and beyond. Last but foremost my two sons Tony a Breion. They are the best ever came into my life. People say I shouldn't have children because I'm disabled or I can't handle children. My sons aren't perfect no ones is but Jesus. A lot of people that can walk they're the ones doesn't need any. My sons are handsome, intelligent, and knows what they want in life. Don't forget the important person who's come first in their lives is Jesus.

Tony is a very outgoing and creative in his own creativity way. Breion is quite he will tell you how he feel directly. As for me you can say I'm disabled, handicap. crippled, retarded, deformed, mentality insane the list can go on and on until they run out of words to say. Sometimes when I was younger I use to let those words get to me because I need people to do certain things for me. I realize they're disabled not me. It took me a little longer to see it. With those troubled words to forgive you. It's a reason why God wanted me to be disabled. I don't know what it is I'm sure he will tell me when I get to Heaven. 

I'll tell them you are not me. People don't know about me that others can't do. I can walk. I speak my mind. I listen to you when you want to be heard. I need to be heard as well as everyone else does. This is my favorite thing to do is writing stories, plays, and poems. Writing is what I do all the time when I'm not trying to hide, I do best is write. I don't want you to say this is incredible writing God will lead you where you want to go if you allow him to. I know you will go somewhere where with this. Its a gift that I have God gave me.

                            

By EarthAngel

Second Chances

Someone asked me why I name myself EarthAngel in my stories. I said, because I'm an angel of God who put me on earth to cover his people through the storms, ups and down's or who wants to be in his presence. We go through challenges and tests. I am here to guide you where God wants you to go. I'm here when you need me. He wants to protect you from all sources that are trying to hurt you. Tries to put you down, stabbed you in the back, wants you to go to the dark side. Even though we are all children of God. The importance of all when you like giving up.

He put his trust in me to do his will. It's a purpose he chose for me to have faith in myself. Jesus Christ was the first person to be put on earth to die for our sins. No one I know will die for our sins they say they will. They are lying through their soul. Who wants to die for our sins? They can't handle their own sins. I don't know if I can. I can't answer that question. You don't know what sins people have. Jesus trusted his Heavenly Father to come down on earth to forgive us by giving us a second chance. If you die for someone else you won't know if you're going to Heaven or Hell until you get there. There are verity Angels good and bad for each person. You wouldn't know which angel you have until they say I'm here for you. Be careful what you ask for a Dark Angel will find you.

By EarthAngel