Thursday, December 7, 2017

My Story

Good morning, everyone you might think I'm crazy for everything what I'm about say. Ok here it goes. I know I'm not crazy I am telling myself this apart of life. I have wonderful parents that loves me to the best abilities they could. My mother as always made me feel confident about being disabled. My bilingual father I really didn't get to know him until I got older. And my stepfather Tommy Arnez he thought me everything I know my mother thought me as well. Me and my stepfather grew farther apart as I got older.
I don't know why it happened the way it did. I have a brother Sharell Hoard that will do anything he can for me and beyond. Last but foremost my two sons Tony a Breion. They are the best ever came into my life. People say I shouldn't have children because I'm disabled or I can't handle children. My sons aren't perfect no ones is but Jesus. A lot of people that can walk they're the ones doesn't need any. My sons are handsome, intelligent, and knows what they want in life. Don't forget the important person who's come first in their lives is Jesus.
Tony is a very outgoing and creative in his own creativity way. Breion is quite he will tell you how he feel directly. As for me you can say I'm disabled, handicap. crippled, retarded, deformed, mentality insane the list can go on and on until they run out of words to say. Sometimes when I was younger I use to let those words get to me because I need people to do certain things for me. I realize they're disabled not me. It took me a little longer to see it. With those troubled words to forgive you. It's a reason why God wanted me to be disabled. I don't know what it is I'm sure he will tell me when I get to Heaven. 
I'll tell them you are not me. People don't know about me that others can't do. I can walk. I speak my mind. I listen to you when you want to be heard. I need to be heard as well as everyone else does. This is my favorite thing to do is writing stories, plays, and poems. Writing is what I do all the time when I'm not trying to hide, I do best is write. I don't want you to say this is incredible writing God will lead you where you want to go if you allow him to. I know you will go somewhere where with this. Its a gift that I have God gave me.

                            

By EarthAngel

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