Life is too short. People die every day not knowing if they're going to heaven or hell. When I was younger, I didn't understand what people saying, they were a person. Telling them everything going to be alright. Believe in Jesus. he has your back, I want to help you, I've been in that situation before. Telling you they know people who're doing wrong. I can tell; you are a good person because your family raises you to be a Christian. My favorite saying is "to stop doing wrong". "What you're doing is a sin". How in the hell they're doing the same thing, people irritate me with sayings. Do people need to listen to their advice? They can't judge you only God can judge you.
I know most people mean well, you can't listen to everyone it is confusing. God is the one you can trust. Be someone friend and talk, do everything together. Lean on one another when things happen, now you're dead your friends you thought were your friends. They're talking about you saying you weren't a Christian, you're going to hell. Talking and gossiping about you. You were conceded thinking you're better than everyone else. I say that to say this. Life is too short to see your whole life pass by. What you dreamt of doing because you will miss your blessings. Recently I was in the hospital I kept thing about my life. A close person to me was supposed to come to see me.
The next day she called. She said, "I'm not feeling good I'm sorry I can't see you today". I said, "I will talk to soon don't worry about me, go to the hospital". She said, "I love you". I said, "I love you too". One week later I got out of the hospital. I spoke to her. The following week she died I felt like I was going crazy because we promised each other that we were going to spend time together. I can't remember the last time I saw her. I wanted to shut everyone out and pray. It took her death to realize I'm throwing my life away. I ask myself why, why, why do I feel? I've lost my soul; I spirit all I have to is my flesh. I feel trapped in this world it's impossible to go back in the past to start over. I'm too busy focusing on the future to forget I'm in the present.
By EarthAngel
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